this old heart of mine

I've never really been into the whole commercialised holiday that is Valentine's day. Especially this year as I really wasn't feeling like loving anything, or anyone, least of all myself! So, yes, I'm glad it's all over for another year! And now I've crawled out of the metaphorical hole I have been hiding in for...

forever Autumn

Well, it seems I have returned! At least I think I have! After umpteen false starts, technical problems and my old pc finally giving up the ghost! I managed to purchase a rather cheap, second hand PC, not bad specs either! Thing is now I'm paranoid that its going to go wrong too! However, I...

Lemonade

So, another week comes to an end. Time is just going very quickly these days. Or am I just getting old? I feel old today. Although, it's not been a bad week at all really, I've acquired my new car, which I absolutely LOVE! And every spare minute I've had I've been out for a...

a struggle and a joy

One of the struggles I've been having all through the lockdown is with food. See, I eat when I'm bored, and I eat for comfort, in fact I have a really unhealthy relationship with food at the best of times. So trying to find something to occupy mind mind enough to not reach for the...

breathe

If I could make a wish I think I'd pass Can't think of anything I need No cigarettes, no sleep, no light, no sound Nothing to eat, no books to read Peace came upon me and it leaves me weak So sleep, silent angel, go to sleep Sometimes, all I need is the air that...